To me this is a point of great progress. To all my watchers I bring sorrowful news. I can no longer draw or write the yaoi and mpreg you all love. And I know that I left off in the middle of my latest fanfic, but I cannot bring myself to even finish it (or at least post it for all to read). I've lived a double life on DA and in life in general with this addiction that I've had now for 7 years. I do not want to be a hypocrit anymore. Chastity is not only physical but psychological. And the road to purity starts in the mind. And this may raise the question "Well why does that apply to us?". I started my art and fictions based on a yaoi fic I found on the web. For me to continue my writings and art means that I am influencing an addiction others may already have and those who have never seen it before. I do not want my soul to be blamed for this any longer.

I'm removing my mature content works for now. I probably will clear out my gallery little by little. I haven't decided if I want to quit being one of the leaders for ~MPregFans, but if I do I will carry my responsibilities to another person.

O my God,
I am heartily sorry for having offended The,
And I detest all my sins, because I dread the loss of heaven, and the pains of hell; but most of all because they ooffend Thee, my God, Who are all good and deserving of all my love. I firml resolve, with the help of Thy grace, to confess my sins, to do penance, and to amend my life.
Amen